First post in 2019, OMG!
This is unreal karena w masih inget kalo postingan terakhir w bulan oktober which is 2 bulan daku tidak mendedikasikan diri buat nulis padahal i have a rules kalo paling engga sebulan sekali ada postingan. But well again, w terlalu sibuk mikir kuliah and then topik yang mau ditulis pada ilang wkwkwk. Seminggu before new year i have a short holiday sebenernya tapi most of them, hari - harinya w habisin dengan liburan juga, sama saudara sepupu yang pada mudik ke rumah bahkan untuk nulis di tgl 31 Des '18 w gajadi. So, I decided to write on Jan 1st, 2019. Now. Ofc, I wanna spend my whole time with my fams when I have time off.
Anyway, I'm not a person who sets goal on new year. As stated, and written couple of times here, biasanya w justru bikin list of goals ketika ulang tahun dan bukan pas tahun baru. Karena menurut w momentnya lebih pas aja kalo di umur baru. Kalo pas ulang tahun, umur baru, ya it should be setting pencapaian - pencapaian apa yang diharapkan yang bisa di raih sebelum usia berubah lagi. Tapi tahun baru, means sesuatu yang baru juga? It depends on you, but stringing the resolution is also good, making yourself better exactly.
Untuk tahun ini, rasanya kalo mau diurutin pake prioritas, the most important thing might be settling down in work. Seriously, it will concern me for couple of months, especially bulan februari nanti. It's kinda depressing cause if only i -my self- know what i wanna be in this life, it wouldn't be this hard to answer. Well, actually i know what i wanna be or maybe just a daydream in a board daylight but in the end, it's actually between life and destiny, that's i believe for now.
Kedua, social. Last year is all about sarcastic, cynical, super ignorant about things, start taking stuff for granted, and so on. Tbh, that's not new. It doesn't bother me anymore but with that things i can reflect myself.
Ketiga, things that not important. Sudahilah kehidupan bersosial media yang sebenernya kadang cuma buang - buang waktu apalagi yang bikin halu halu itu ya omaigat :(((
Keempat, cool-yah slash kuli-ah. Menyemangatkan diri di semester tua yang makin jenuh, makin pusing, makin khawatir, makin hectic, makin ini itu, pikiran dah kemana mana sampe ga bisa tidur beehhh. Thanks, accounting!
That's all i can thing about now. I don't want to overdo it bcs honestly I'm affraid to expect. All things been listed back then, tapi ternyata ga jalan. It just gonna happen again kalo menurutku. Tapi yasudahlah, at least we tried.
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Life is like a big book with your birth date as cover,
and time death as the back cover.
Inside, is your daily life, your story, your struggle.
What's amazing is, no matter how naughty, how stupid,
how desperate, how bad you were in a page of chapter,
there is always a new page, a clean one,
as new day to start over, to be better, to write another chapter.
But, as in book, you can't erase it.
You might look back to remember how you ended up there,
how the story become how it is,
but you will not get back and erase things.
You just need to fix it by being better.
-quotes di jam malam dengan efek setelah main mobile legend-
Sekian.
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