Twenty-One

Hello… Sept 19, 2019.

I mean… Hello, 21.

So I’m 21 now.

I feel a lil bit weird. Haven’t celebrate my birthday for long. Well, I mean with my family. Eh, engga deh… My family never had a birthday event, kecuali anaknya pas umur 5 tahun and ya, that was only once. Why? Karena sejujurnya, setiap tahun umur kita justru semakin berkurang. Ya kan?

Twenty One.

It’s funny how I don’t feel anything changed like, a big change in my life. It’s been flat for too long. Lately, I’ve been lack of eager and any doesn’t feeling, like I don’t event think I wanna do anything except sleeping all day and mourning on my stupid life.

Duh.

Kelihatannya sih begitu ya, tapi kalo aku pikir pikir engga juga ya wkwk. I can say I proud enough of my self for this year, for what I’ve done, and I do my responbility. Terus juga ada beberapa hal yang akhirnya ‘Oh God, I can get it’ and things that are unpredictable beyond my expectation. Things that I can’t explain. I’m very gratefull. Really. I learned a lot of things at 20.

I hope diumur 21 ini, good things will come to me and I can be better dari sebelumnya. Aamiin.